LuvnmuziQ

The voice of emotions conveyed on a wave length inbound for the soul.

luvnmuziq:

luvnmuziq:

So I realized something tonight. Guys have just as, if not more, interesting conversations as women do. A semi-bro night with the boys and what do we decide to discuss… alcohol. Yes that’s right, alcohol, the liquid poison that can turn a night into something far more “interesting.” The conversation basically discussed the principles of alcohol on shy guys, and the reactions of aggression, shy, and quiet women. To coin a term that was tossed around loosely tonight, the confidence juice can make a gentleman come out his shell.

We all know alcohol loosens inhibitions, also causing the tongue to be very slippery. It can also create conversations that otherwise would not exist. Ladies do you know, you could be standing next to you soul mate and never know it because neither one of you know what to say. Try having a drink and tell me if the conversation is different. I can grantee you it is. If you still don’t believe me after reading this, we’ll go out and have a couple drinks and then tell me what’s different and what’s not. I’m not promoting alcohol in any way (although I kinda am) I want everyone to be safe.

But I do know that it can have profound affects on women as well. Ladies you and I both know you’ve let some things slide that you wouldn’t normal let slide if you were sober. It’s a crime of passion, it’s a passionate drug. Again, I’m not promoting, but is it right? Probably not. Does it help? Definitely. So next time ladies, and gentlemen, when your out in the club, talking to the opposite sex, thinking to yourself you wouldn’t normally do this. Ask yourself what’s really the cause of this new found confidence. Where did you get this passionate fire? I know… the bottom of that cup.

"The industry of innocence is gone in which the industry of insolence has evaporated the innocence of purity."

-Tyren

I got hit on by a drunk old lady today as I was coming out of 7-11. It is interesting the reaction you can get from people under the influence of alcohol, but I have to say this is by far one of the most interesting experiences I have had in recent history. Immediately my thought process went to the fact, why are you drinking and driving with your children in the car? Probably going to get another beer. I never understand that. I thought mother-hood brought about a new sense of responsibility. That childish ways were lost and maturity set in. But I am finding this is not always the case. Weather I am speaking from first hand with my family or in the pre/present-tence with strangers straight off the street.

I do know that alcohol has a profound effect on peoples emotions and psyche. Someone once said, jokingly, that when intoxicated that the heart speaks the truth over everything else. I found this to be true, long before I discovered it had been made into a joke. Truly the truth is no more then how we word it when we are sober, but is pure and raw in an inebriated state. Regardless of the facts, how I feel and how you feel, we all need to pray and hope that those children are safe, for better or for worse. In closing I’ll say, remember folks, don’t drink and drive, especially with children in the car, and most of all, cherish life, like there is now tomorrow. I at least hope the older woman wasn’t on her way to refill her intoxication. It may not have been the best thing for her.

My prayer:

Heavenly father, I pray,
I believe in you. I trust in your word,
but I am struggling. I’m trying to find your words and your wisdom in this confusing world. So many thoughts and so many questions come to my mind when I think of my current situation. My heart is is turmoil. My foundation is shaken, and I have to continue to believe. Believe in you, trust in you. Trust in your word and have faith in your presence. My soul is beat up and I could use a hand. I know you’ve helped me out in so many instances. Only you know the truth that resides in my heart. I fear I am losing my faith.

I am struggling to hold on to every positive thought you have placed in my life. I am trying to hold on to the things I want, believing you put them in my life because you actually blessed me with the things I needed. But I have so many questions. I feel like if you answered my questions they would just lead to more questions, which would lead to more questions, which you would lead to answers that I’m not ready to face. I want to know why, and at the same time I don’t. What I really want is my faith in you to be complete. To be 100%, to be blind, to be trustworthy, and to be patient.

I pray for others so that they may understand that blessings that you have already blessed me with. I pray that my presence will bring hope to those that think there is no light at the end of the tunnel. I pray that they believe in you as hard as I want to believe in you. And I pray that they mean it. I pray that I move forward in your grace. I pray that I learn to help myself and much as I try and help others, and I pray to give thanks for my blessings and others blessings. I pray that you continue to allow me to have the strength to withstand the negative thoughts the devil tries to invade my head with.I hope that my prayers find those in need so that others can see, and believe in what your glory can do. I pray so that others can believe, just as “I believe….”

In your name I pray father, amen.

luvnmuziq:

Humility is an interesting thing. As humans we go through ups and downs in our entire lives. Some of us more so than others, but we all at one point have gone through some kind of ups and downs. It’s these very trials that help shape us into the people we are on a daily basis. But what happens when you have to bite your tongue? What happens when you are taken down a notch? Humility and confidence are paired together like peas in a pod.

People say cockiness is often mistaken for confidence, but you never hear people say the opposite of cockiness is humility. Let’s define humility for a moment. The dictionary definition is:

The quality or condition of being humble;  modest opinion or estimate of one’s own importance, rank, etc.
However, when most people talk about humility or being humble, they are usually referring to the act of respect and appreciation. Not taking for granted the blessing others given to you. Sometimes we have to be reminded that we are not bigger then the next person and although you may be ahead of them in life, it doesn’t mean their dreams or aspirations are any less important. Simply, just remember were you came from, and never get to big for your breeches. It’s okay to be confident in yourself, but don’t be cocky. The worst thing is when someone has to bring you down a notch. Again just remember people, humility will take you a long way, and very far up, on this earth. Never forget where you came from, lest… “Gravity,” will bring you back down to earth.

(via mymuziqsbook)

Okay so I am not one to watch chick flicks. Seriously, they have a name for a reason, “Chick flicks…” because they are for women. They are for the feint of heart, but every now and then, there is one that comes along that catches my attention. One of those where you don’t really know what the out come is going to be. I recently watched “Pitch Perfect” and to my surprise it was a very good story. I am not one that usually falls for “chick flicks” but I was kinda wrestled into this one by two ladies. They will remain anonymous so if any other gentlemen happens across them, they might be wrestled into a “chick flick.” And who knows you might just like it. I don’t do movie reviews, there are other websites for that; even other blogs. This is just shout out to say that my story is not the only interesting one. There are others out there that go through there own set of ups and down.

We forget sometimes what others go through and think that our stories are the only ones that matter. We have to remember there are 6 billion people on this earth. You are not the only one with something interesting to say. You are not the only one with something interesting to watch. But you can appreciate others for what they have to say. “Chick flick” or not the movie was good, so shout out to the writers that wrote and directed the movie. Nice to see something different on the board then your normal romantic comedies. The music sections where hot, especially when they broke out Blackstreets “No Diggity,” No doubt!

mymuziqsbook:

luvnmuziq:

(If you can’t see the video click on the little grey box)

One of my favorite blogs to do. I should probably update some of the women, but your know it is what it is. They are all beautiful and special in their own way. I’m just thankful I’ve had the pleasure of knowing each one.

I just don’t know what to do. I am at a lose of words. I’m stuck as you could say it. I really don’t know whether I am coming or going. Lately I’ve had to do a lot of thinking. I could be going to jail. I could be losing my job. I could be losing my life. To top it all off, the women I love has gone and lost herself, or maybe I’ve just gotten tired of her trying to find it. Life is what you make it, but you can’t make it if you don’t try and do something. There can’t be an excuse for everything, yet somehow there is. I’ve tried.

But to some I haven’t tried. I haven’t tried to speak better. I haven’t tried to be something I was asked to be, other than myself. Oh no, I haven’t tried. Others noticed, but to her, i haven’t tried. I am still the same person. I will always be the same person, and the person, that you don’t like will be the person I am. Because I am the asshole. I am the person that talks down to you. I am the person that criticizes you, even though I don’t. I am all of it and more, with nothing good to show for it.Apparently I have done nothing, and so we are right back were we started. Since I don’t now what to do…. all I’m gonna do is sit here and “cry….”

….open letter

Lately my relationship with a friend has grown. We really support each other, and especially as we both go through trying times in your separate worlds. The thing is we have both been supportive of each other. Her words have strengthened me. My definition of the English language has helped her. (LOL)

It’s interesting the relationship a female friend can have on a relationship. They can bring in doubts, temptation, and many other emotions. It takes a lot to keep those emotions in check especially as the two of you get closer and closer. It’s interesting that I’ve had the experience of going through this but I will say that I know I will always remain the faithful friend that can be depended on. If she can show the same faith, trust, and dependability remains to be seen. Only time will tell. She will always be able to “Holla if she needs me….”

I don’t know what it is about this song, but it always gets to me. It always hits home. It shakes my soul. Shakes my every being. Every fiber in my body tingles when I hear this. And I always feel as though as if I’m in a better place. I feel as though I can go to a better place. So I won’t talk for very much longer but I will leave you with the lyrics:

"The Best In Me" by Marvin Sapp

He saw the best in me,
When everyone else around
Could only see the worst in me,

(Can I tell ya’ll one more time, one more time?)

I said he saw the best in me,
When everyone else around
Could only see the worst in me,
(I wish I had a witness tonight, all I need is one)
Heyyy,

[Choir:]
He saw the best in me,
(When everyone else around me)
When everyone else around (OOOOh)
(Could only see)
Could only see the worst in me,

(Does anybody have that testimony? When folk walks you off, Said you would never make it, what did he see?)

He saw the best in me,
(When everyone else around you yeaaaa)
When everyone else around,
(OOOOOH, Could Only)
Could only see the worst in me,

(Can I tell ya’ll one more thing? I just need to tell you one more thing)

(Listen to this)

See he’s mine, and I am his,
It doesn’t matter what I did,
He only sees me, for who I am,
(Does anybody know that today?)
OH OHH
See he’s mine, and I am his,
It doesn’t matter what I did,
See he only sees me for who I AM!
(HELP ME SING IT,)

[Choir:]
(Said that He is mine)
See he’s mine,
(I’m his)
And I am his,
(Said it doesn’t matter, what I did)
It doesn’t matter what I did,
(He only sees me for who I) (Yea Yea)
He only sees me, for who I am,
Yeaaa, Yeaaa, Yea, Yea, Yeaaaaa Yea, Yea, YeaaAAA

He’s mine,
(I am his)
And I’m his
(It doesn’t matter what I did)
It doesn’t matter what I did,
(Cause he only sees me for who I am, yea yea)
He only sees me for who I am,
(I’m so glad)

(That he is mine)
He’s mine,
(Yeaaa)
And I’m his
(It doesn’t matter what I did)
It doesn’t matter what I did,
(He only Sees me…)
He only sees me for who I am

He saw the best in me,
When everyone else around
Could only see the worst in me,

(I wish I had a witness tonight, Can I ask ya’ll one question? The question is simply this… What did he see?)

[Choir:]
He saw the Best

(I can’t get no help up in here, because there are some folk in here, people have walked you off, said you would never amount to anything, said that you would never end up being anywhere, but [? ] tell them one more time)

[Choir:]
He saw the Best

(When mama said you would never be nothing, When aunties, and uncles, said you would never amount to anything, When daddy didn’t come home anymore, He didn’t look at you and say that you wasn’t going to make it, God looked at you… AND WHAT DID HE SEE! What did he see?)

[Choir:]
He saw the Best
The Best [x7] (I said what did he see [x6])

He saw the best in me
(Oh Lord, Oh, Lord)

(Can I sing the verse one more time, listen to this ya’ll, I love this, I love this)

See he’s mine, and I am his,
It doesn’t matter what I did,
But, He only sees me for who I am,

OOOoooo, Lord Yeaaaaa

He’s mine,..
And I’m his,
It doesn’t matter what I did,..
He only sees me, for who I am,..

Sing it one time

(He is mine, ooooH)

He’s mine,
And I am his,
(OOOOhh)
It doesn’t matter what I did,
(He only sees me for who I am)
He only sees me, for who I am,

(And the reason he sees me for who I am, because he created me in his image and his likeness)

(He’s mine…)
He’s mine,
(And I am his)
And I’m his
(It doesn’t matter what I did)
It doesn’t matter what I did,
(He only sees me)
He only sees me for who I am,

(He saw the best)

He saw the best

luvnmuziq:

So what is your weakness? What makes your knee’s weak? What makes you cringe, and just makes you… weak? Okay some of you’ll are probably think, oh he talkin’ about somethin’ nasty. Yes and no, what I’m talking about is what is it that you can have over and over again until your sick in the stomach, sick in the head, sick physically, mentally, and soulfully. What is your bliss? (Mines cheesecake :)) What makes you smile? What makes your mouth drool? I guess what I’m asking is, what is your… “Badhabit”?

(via mymuziqsbook)

Time… Waits for none one

There’s never enough time in a day

I’m stressed because this is due,
that is due,
this, that, and the third.

There’s never enough time in the day

Frustrated from game changes
to play changes,
to Word changes,
I’m just sayin’.

There’s never enough time in the day

I’m sittin’ back thinkin’
I’m just tryin’ chillax.
But everyone around me is tellin’ me relax
But I’m just like…

There’s never enough time in the day

Have you ever been told
you need to be here,
and be there, 
and be here
all in the same time square

There’s never enough time in the day

Got this friend, sayin’ we need this friend
and this friend sayin’ were you been?
And… Agghhh… I’m just like I’m tryna’ fin….

There’s never enough time in the day

Ish is the shit that they tell you.
Shit you need to do.
I just can’t do it all,
that’s just the truth.

What can I say…?

There’s never enough time in a day.